It’s been hard to write this post, but it’s something that I’ve felt I’ve needed to get off my chest for quite some time.
Some of you know that I’ve been quite concerned about my reality for quite some time, and is it possible that I’m currently in a complete vortex on Tiktok currently where people are purposefully viewing my videos so that others that might repost don’t get to see it once it gets to the 200-300 views mark?
I’m not sure exactly what’s going on at the moment, and having since taken down the first three chapters of ‘Misunderstood / Underdogs Rising’ from the website, I am now confused as to why I’m all of a sudden seeing heaps of videos with even the ‘underdogs rising’ hashtags which to my knowledge at the time had only ever been posted once on Twitter.
Here I am, struggling to sell hardly a single copy of anything I ever do, it’s often all felt a complete waste of time, yet I’m sure my work is out there.
There’s a lot more that I could go into, but I won’t, but all of it has confused me a lot over the last year, and despite leaving me feeling somewhat baffled slightly it’s also led me to go searching for some healing.
I’m guessing smear campaigns towards me, or even perhaps repercussions for those who consider my own claims and publicly aired anxieties as ‘fair game’ to mess with my head a little, if you know exactly what I’m on about (which many of you won’t) it can be hard to tell sometimes.
I do want to note however that despite those that have publicly tried to harass and mess with my life meeting my resistance to the situation, anyone else I’ve ever had anxieties in my personal life I’ve always tried to keep their names out of the situation.
I truly want to stress that the last thing I want to do is spark off any sort of conspiracy theories regarding what I believe to be my targeting of myself and my projects.
Anyone I may have in one way or another expressed concerns about that people feel they may know, then I just want to say that there really isn’t any intended malice from my own end.
I’d go deeper as to why, but I only feel it may get used and plagiarised by this point and turned into some ‘targeted individuals’ story or other. Either way, whether I really am being stalked by both good and dark forces, who knows.
It’s a tough one to get used to though. The truth is, I don’t really have a clue what the heck is going on. Perhaps the jokes on me, but I just need to keep healing. If you know, you know.
A big thank you to those that deserve it.
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Mental health, justice, law, social media, internet, moving forward, harassment, cyber crime, stalking, stalkers, healing journey, my story, finding the truth, we'll get there.
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